While browsing videos in Youtube, i saw Lindsay Lohan's single 'Confessions of a Broken heart' was on the list. I played the video and listenend silently again. No matter how long it has been, this song will always touch my heart, deep to my heart. I felt a sudden burst of tears.
It has been 4 years since he left me and my family. Since the day he left, this song represents my memory on his death all along. So does it to my elder sister. Without the money from his insurance, i might not be able to study in the UK, no matter how committed I am in studies.
Last 3 weeks, i saw a moth in my room. It was weird to me that I never see any insect in my room, not even an ant. At the moment, I thought it might be him to take a look at my situation in the UK. Next day when i woke up, it was already gone. Chinese people believe that a soul of a death person will turn into insect - cockroach, moth, praying mantis and hopper.
Recalling back, I wrote a letter to him to get his forgiveness on his 7th day of his death and left it on table. I don't know whether he knows my sorry until now. In these 4 years, i never dream of him, not even once. I don't know why. It really makes me sad.
PS: I Love You, Daddy
It has been 4 years since he left me and my family. Since the day he left, this song represents my memory on his death all along. So does it to my elder sister. Without the money from his insurance, i might not be able to study in the UK, no matter how committed I am in studies.
Last 3 weeks, i saw a moth in my room. It was weird to me that I never see any insect in my room, not even an ant. At the moment, I thought it might be him to take a look at my situation in the UK. Next day when i woke up, it was already gone. Chinese people believe that a soul of a death person will turn into insect - cockroach, moth, praying mantis and hopper.
Recalling back, I wrote a letter to him to get his forgiveness on his 7th day of his death and left it on table. I don't know whether he knows my sorry until now. In these 4 years, i never dream of him, not even once. I don't know why. It really makes me sad.
PS: I Love You, Daddy
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